TARA

233

Wed, 01 Apr 2009 04:15:07 GMT

My mom took Jazzy to be put to sleep today.
I guess everything needs to fall apart before they get better?

I feel more available than ever and I absolutely hate that.

232

Sun, 11 Jan 2009 05:42:45 GMT

Fuck Tampa.
I am in a funk and I can't get out of it.

231

Thu, 18 Dec 2008 03:51:26 GMT

I feel like I am stuck waiting here.
Living back at home has not been like I thought it would be.
My dad has been in the hospital since I have been back which has been making my mom a hainus bitch.
Work sucks.
I don't see any of my friends.

Whatever happened to me going out dancing all of the time?
I feel like I used to be pretty and confident.
Now I just feel like a slob and so insecure.

230

Wed, 26 Nov 2008 23:45:03 GMT

Things seem so weird.

229

Fri, 21 Nov 2008 05:31:38 GMT

I feel like I am failing that I have to move back home.
It's not that I want to stay in Orlando, but I don't want my parents to think that I am reliant on them.

Packing up my shit will be the hardest thing to do.
Or maybe the drive home?

ALSO, WHAT IS UP WITH D00DZ?
I am single.
HOWEVER, I am not a vulnerable idiot who will fall for your stupid and pathetic comments.
I'm not going to fuck you. I am not going to suck your dick or EVEN touch your dick. I don't want to kiss you, hug you, or "cuddle" with you.

I can't really tell if life is good or bad.
It's just all... whatever.

228

Wed, 12 Nov 2008 07:38:00 GMT

I know I am single.

I am moving back to Tampa.
Living with my parents for a while to save money and then getting my own place. (Maybe with roomiez and definitely with Fry.)

227

Sun, 09 Nov 2008 06:18:09 GMT

I think I am single.

226

Wed, 05 Nov 2008 03:55:19 GMT

All men seem to be entirely too shady.
Kinda over it.

Dr. Drew, I need your help.

225

Wed, 29 Oct 2008 15:07:32 GMT

Hi, I am moving back to Tampa.
I cannot deal with this absolute bullshit anymore.

224

Sun, 26 Oct 2008 05:49:46 GMT

So, I pulled a Turkey and was looking at some older entries.
I want everyone to know that MY PICTURES WERE HORRIBLE AND I WISH SOMEONE WOULD HAVE TOLD ME STOP.
Really.

Looking forward to:
Novemberfest!
Moving.
Buying new house niknakz.
Brown hair soon.

223

Sat, 18 Oct 2008 05:53:36 GMT

Now it gets a little more complicated.
This should be fun.

Thanks for moving in a complete circle, life.

Speaking of circles of life...

I need a Disney day to feel better about life.

Way to be a super hot cartoon, Price Eric.

Fantastic! I feel better already. Thanks, Walt.

222

Tue, 14 Oct 2008 06:04:18 GMT

I will more than likely be moving home in December.

I tried. I am trying, but I am always the one that is left... unwanted.
The weird part is that they always come back.

221

Sat, 11 Oct 2008 04:06:04 GMT

I am trying to persuade myself to move out of the country.
I feel like if I move back home, I will hate it. I don't want to depend on my parents and be constantly annoyed by them. Free rent is cool and all, but when I am about to blow my brains out... I am not sure.

I have never felt more unwanted in my entire life than I do here.
Now, more than ever, I have no idea what I am doing.

220

Sun, 28 Sep 2008 04:22:02 GMT

Hey, remember when I was happy?
I don't either.

It's pretty enjoyable to sit alone in an apartment every night of the week. Sometimes, yes, it's by choice.
I just don't think that I can do this anymore.

219

Tue, 26 Aug 2008 05:40:48 GMT

Contemplating:
Moving back home.
Dying my hair back to brown.
Taking these boots back.

Wanting:
A best friend.
Something to do.

Needing:
My hair done, badly.
Something.

218

Sat, 16 Aug 2008 04:09:51 GMT

I am totally down for being absolutely anti-social.
Also, I am totally down for 70s men and movies. I don't know why.

I guess I feel that movies are becoming too stupid and repetitive.
I mean, I am pretty sure they are having another stupid spoof movie come out soon. Kill me.

217

Wed, 06 Aug 2008 19:48:44 GMT

Men should be more like...

A.
Paul McCartney (1960-1970)

B.
John Cusack (1980s)

C.
Christian Bale (American Psycho character)

D.
Marlon Brando (1950s)

E. All of the above.

216

Wed, 06 Aug 2008 16:36:34 GMT

Am I too forgiving?

215

Thu, 31 Jul 2008 23:11:46 GMT

This is kind of my MySpace song right now.
Whatever.

214

Wed, 30 Jul 2008 03:41:32 GMT

Has anyone else seen that Quizno's commercial that uses Habanera?
That's weird.
Haha, remember the Hip Hopera on MTV?
That sucked.

213

Sun, 27 Jul 2008 03:37:08 GMT

I miss this show.
Frank, I know you do too.

212

Wed, 23 Jul 2008 03:24:41 GMT

I miss:

211

Fri, 18 Jul 2008 03:47:28 GMT

Money sucks.

210

Sat, 12 Jul 2008 05:09:59 GMT

Remember when Iggy Pop was on Pete and Pete?

209

Fri, 11 Jul 2008 02:12:44 GMT

Fry doesn't really like cameras.