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[04.01.09|12:13am] |
My mom took Jazzy to be put to sleep today.
I guess everything needs to fall apart before they get better?
I feel more available than ever and I absolutely hate that.
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[01.11.09|12:37am] |
Fuck Tampa.
I am in a funk and I can't get out of it.
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[12.17.08|10:17pm] |
I feel like I am stuck waiting here.
Living back at home has not been like I thought it would be.
My dad has been in the hospital since I have been back which has been making my mom a hainus bitch.
Work sucks.
I don't see any of my friends.
Whatever happened to me going out dancing all of the time?
I feel like I used to be pretty and confident.
Now I just feel like a slob and so insecure.
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[11.26.08|6:44pm] |
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Things seem so weird.
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[11.21.08|12:23am] |
I feel like I am failing that I have to move back home.
It's not that I want to stay in Orlando, but I don't want my parents to think that I am reliant on them.
Packing up my shit will be the hardest thing to do.
Or maybe the drive home?
ALSO, WHAT IS UP WITH D00DZ?
I am single.
HOWEVER, I am not a vulnerable idiot who will fall for your stupid and pathetic comments.
I'm not going to fuck you. I am not going to suck your dick or EVEN touch your dick. I don't want to kiss you, hug you, or "cuddle" with you.
I can't really tell if life is good or bad.
It's just all... whatever.
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